There are sides to friends that I don’t know, a world they do not share. It saddens me because when something goes wrong there, what can I say?
I can’t do much because I don’t understand. If I say something, it isn’t relevant.
*sigh* I hate pressurising people.
I love my friends more than myself, it’s just so hard to say and show. What more can I do besides hug?
I want to cry.
I’ll forget this soon, so don’t worry, I’ll be okay. I tend to feel lonely and think depressing thought without all of you here. *sigh* Once again it is my fault for having these trust issues.
From my first love, first kiss, first confession, first rejection and when I first realise my first true mistake, I have learnt to avoid pain. I guess I have to change or else everyone will slip away.